Are you scared about having twins? Here’s one mom’s honest post about hearing the news of having twins and how to overcome the fear.
I watched the monitor as my doctor performed the sonogram. “Well, I have good news…” she began, “…and even better news.” Right away, I saw the two blobs on the screen. I knew before she even uttered the T-word that I was carrying twins.
She congratulated me on the surprising news. Meanwhile, I plastered on a fake smile because, deep down, the news scared me out of my mind.
My husband, on the other hand, was ecstatic during the ultrasound. Even when I was pregnant with my older child, he had already been hoping for twins. “Why?!” I asked him. “Twins mean double the work, double the costs, and double the trouble.”
For the most part, I was right.
I would have two newborns who wouldn’t sleep through the night. Two toddlers with separation anxiety, bath time fears, determined defiance, and tantrums.
Any parent of twins will tell you that two babies are more work than a singleton. Before being a twin parent myself, I once approached a father of twins at the park and said, “Wow, you must have double the work of a single child.” And he responded, “Not double—quadruple!” I believed him instantly.
And did I mention that I already had a toddler? I would’ve been more okay if my first pregnancy resulted in twins. But nope, we got twins while raising a toddler as well.
When you’re feeling scared about having twins
Carrying twins had its own set of risks to myself and the babies. As a twin mom, I automatically had a high-risk pregnancy for carrying fraternal twins. I…
- Needed to check in with my doctor more often.
- Was more likely to develop symptoms and complications like preeclampsia and gestational diabetes.
- Felt more fatigued. I already felt a difference at seven weeks pregnant with twins compared to seven weeks with my first.
- Was worrying that the babies were at higher risk for being born prematurely, bringing more complications.
- Couldn’t travel.
- Needed to rest more than my previous pregnancy.
But perhaps the biggest challenge was that a twin pregnancy went against my plans. Yup, I actually planned, even with something as unpredictable as kids. I wanted two and no more—just one more sibling for my little guy to be a big brother to.
Now we’re a family of five—not what I planned for (insert fist shaking at the sky).
I also worried about my toddler—how would he react? Would he feel excluded? I was already leafing through advice on how to introduce a new baby to your child. Would it be worse with two babies?
At one point, I picked him up after work and couldn’t help but think, You have no idea what’s in store for you. I wanted to protect him from the vast changes about to happen to him, changes he didn’t ask for.
So yes, I was scared about having twins.
I knew other parents of multiples had done it before, clearly. My good friend is a twin herself, and she and her sister share a special bond that only twins will have.
I even hoped my little guy might prove me wrong and be the most compliant toddler. The best big-brother helper in the world, despite two crying babies. And for all I knew, my twin pregnancy would go just as smooth and complication-free as my first.
With the doctor and nurses congratulating me, I felt embarrassed and guilty for not jumping with joy. I should’ve been happy I was having twins, but I wasn’t. Not exactly.
Instead, I felt scared. I knew how ungrateful I sounded, considering how many families are trying to conceive even just one—and there I was complaining about two. Still, those were my honest, initial emotions, and I won’t lie.
As I say in my book, Expecting Twins:
“Where you are now is still so far away from when your twins will be born. Everything seems overwhelming when you’re staring at the finish line from the starting line. When you have a long list of things you still haven’t done but somehow have to complete before the twins arrive.
My advice? Take action on only the things you can do within the next three months, at the most. Yes, have big-picture goals, such as saving for a new van or thinking about maternity leave, but don’t plan to do anything tangible with anything you can’t do anything about within the next three months.”
Much has transpired with my fears and anxiety from that seven-week mark. Still, I wanted to capture my emotions to reassure you that you’re not alone.
Even better, I got through it—from morning sickness to labor to the exhaustion of caring for two. The first few months were rough, but having had a first child, I knew the challenges were temporary. My life became the normal we had before the twins were born.
Twin life turned out to be a blessing. Because double the trouble meant double the love, double the memories, and double the lessons I learned from these two babies, these twins of mine.
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